///away///

so yeh.. i'm in singapore for a few days, manila. be back sunday afternoon. i took a much needed vacation from my vacaation.













EDIT: i missed my flight like the irresponsible erratic sleeper that i am. i will be arriving back in manila early tuesday morning. gaygaygay.













MAJOR EDIT: i don't want to leave singapore anymore. i want to miss my flight over and over again..

//tanginang bata///

so um yeh. i went to pick up some stuff from greenbelt yesterday from ira sweetie, then followed to [manila polo club] where geric, a couple of his friends, and zon were waiting. they had a surprise for me. fucking retarded! hahaha:


















they even tucked a fucking napkin into my shirt and geric fed me the sushi. hahaha. r.v. [geric's friend] honestly thought i was TEN. and kept asking, "seriously, how old is she?" whatthefuck?! from what i gathered from their really odd conversations, apparently r.v. does butt implants and is a cell phone dealer. hmm.. i need both of those.. LOL. my phone is totallyyy fucking up and it's almost as irritating as scabbing tattoos. anyway, since it was pick-on-tania day, i ate all of their tacos and quesadillas [or, what was left of them], got myself an order of california maki, got geric to put credit on my phone, and then i ditched them for another dinner back in alabang [love you, cesca!]. damn, i should've ordered the pumpkin soup as well.. it looked so damn good. i lalalooove pumpkin soup! hahaha i swear all the rich kids just go to polo club when they're broke, so they can eat, put credit on their phone, buy whatever they want, then put it on daddy's bill. hahaha i love it!

off to singapore tomorrow for the weekend. can't hardly wait. haha i sooo used to love that movie and have a crush on that weirdo, seth green.. ahhh tania tania tania..

///done///

this one had to be re-edited a bit to cover up my old tattoo better. not as elaborate as kofie's, but it's fine still. shall get a true kofie one at a later date..














thinking of XXII behind my ear.

///my life///

left inner wrist - nyansapo: a west african adinkra symbol; "wisdom knot." symbol of wisdom, ingenuity, intelligence, and patience. an especially revered symbol of the akan, this symbol conveys the idea that "a wise person has the capacity to choose the best means to attain a goal. being wise implies broad knowledge, learning, and experience, and the ability to apply such faculties to practical ends." i've been wanting this since i was fifteen or sixteen. it's about time.

















behind my heart - les amants: french for 'the lovers.' my favorite magritte painting. when i first saw it at his exhibit in los angeles, i just stood there. for the longest time. it was so relevant. i could see so much of myself in it. i am always changing and so is he. he, whoever he may be. blind love. secret passion. so close, but so far. it was undoubtedly my favorite piece in that entire exhibit. it hit me. and forever will.
this is the painting:













and this is magritte's font that will be used to write Les Amants:




bottom center back [typical, i know] - kofie's edit: i've wanted to alter my current tattoo for quite sometime now.. but never got around to it. kofie one [my favorite los angeles artist] sketched a cover-up idea for me, and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna go through with it. minus the heart in the center.
















and my body.

////ethan///

i love you. and i miss you constantly. i'm sorry you've such a sister..