when you're in that neutral state where the bad extremities are absent.
& don't kid yourself into thinking they're going to be tardy either;
they're a b s e n t.
- Smoking a pack of cigarettes with your five cups of coffee per day.
- Popping [ANTI-ANXIETY PILLS] like little blue M&Ms.
- Taking part in hardcore revelry on a nightly basis, seven nights a week.
- Downing alcoholic beverages till you can no longer taste the alcohol & you've blacked out, but even then you keep drinking [you just won't remember any of it the next day].
- Smoking copious amounts of maryjane till you've listened to every single song on your iPod with such great zest.
- Impulse shopping like you had a black AmEx [which you surely don't].
- Dining only finely, tasting every tasting menu your stomach could stomach.
But now,
now you've for some reason run out of that addictive personality.
Not by choice [because you know you definitely want it back].
- Smoking doesn't taste as good as it used to.
- You've run out of those baby blues.
- You don't have a car to get to all those clubs anymore.
- You can't afford all that beer, vodka, whiskey, champagne, & wine you once could.
- Being stoned just means being uncontrollably paranoid nowadays.
- Shopping yourself into a starving oblivion is no longer an option.
- & the only dining you do now is not fine but fast.
Punctuality is not the issue here,
these things are m i s s i n g from your life.
& you are missing them.
..& by 'you' I mean me.
I'm sick of withdrawal.
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