///PAIN///

It's as if pain is just another drug

that you try to quit yourself time and time again,

but fail every time.

You can't do it alone.

Pain,

depression,

cycles of anxiety,

suicidal thoughts,

uncontrollable rage,

repetitive insecurities..

You need the support of someone or something else

to help you out of the otherwise endless abyss.

You need that helping hand

to reach down to you in your darkness

and help lift you out of it.

It won't be easy,

but don't give up.

I hate this place of darkness.

The one that envelops my whole being.

That asphyxiates all feelings,

rendering me helpless

and hopeless

and scared.